Sunday, May 17, 2009

I figured out what it is....that's been bugging me

I feel trapped at home. I don't have the same freedom as I do at school. I can't just go out with my friends on a weekend and come back to my room on campus and then be hungover the next day.

I have to either borrow a car, or get a ride. Then my dad gets all pissy about alcohol comsumption. The list goes on.... I think the whole being graduated from college thing just hit me when I woke up this morning.

I have felt like crying all day this really sucks.

I think it's just a multitude of emotions and feeling ( mushy stuff) that I've been holding back and been in denile about is finally starting to hit me.

Then there's the job search which is a disaster in itself too. Plus watching a movie about weddings just not just kinda got me depressed about dating kind of stuff.

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