I talked to my friend and I told her what happened on Saturday, she told me sometimes I drink too much, which I already knew. But I think she was right in that she said she and my other friends in this group of friends would be will willing to help me when we go out and keep track of what i drink. That is what friends are for. Seriously I was a little annoyed when she told me when i drink I always drink to much because I already knew that, but when she offered to help that made all the difference. Seriously it did.
Right now I'm not sure when I'm going to drink again, I'm going to challenge myself to not drink till the end of the school year ( senior party, spring music jam, and spring dance) I think I will do so much better in school. Also maybe I should just take one day at a time and any time i feel like going out I will write a list of the risks i will be taking by that and then weigh the options. I'm pretty sure the risks will be a lot higher if i go out. So we'll see what happens.
When my other friends last summer got accusing of me drinking too much at one time, they just criticized me for it. They didn't bother to offer to help me. They just said you are an alcoholic. That didn't solve anything.
Yeah, so that's that.
I'm leaving for Denver on Thursday to compete for skating. I'm excited! I have to head out now I have a lesson with my coach.
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