Ouch!

I got dragged to a halloween dance on campus yesterday..it sucked. I wore heels and i have the biggest blister on my foot ever...and i'm suppose to dress up again tonight...arghhh!


Anywho that's life for now

I had plenty of time to do my spanish and i didn't do it ...im bad ass

They posted my video/new story on the A-net webpage. basically the web page that only student and faculty and staff can look at, at my school. I looked so bad in that video..and there's one shot where my eyes were all shifty looking hahahah.

Yeah didn't do my spanish. i am so unmotivated to do school work, that sucks!

yes I'm going out for halloween, my friends are making mego to shout house..and yes i have to dress up in my can can girl costume. It's cute.

New Plan of action

While I sit here procrastinating i.e not reading for soc or painting for art class. I have some new goals for november.

1. Stop drinking/going out/partying it really screws up your sleep pattern ex. i fell asleep around 4 this morning woke up at 11 bad Annika
2. Avoid the opposite gender completely except for gay friend kevin. ex. i can do this by not going out
3. Be more mature at work. That can be easily done, just think ahead and think smart.
4. Focus on school, skating, and work ...no distractions.
5. Clean room...it looks like a tornado went through there
6. Eat a little more healthy....no midnight snacking

that's all i got.

I have already made plans for halloween, I am not participating in any celebrating what so ever. Yes i had great adorable classy sexy yet not slutty costume and i'll just save it for next year.

Ok have a wonderful day, 8 days till election,i'm nervous! Also 8 days till my next sociology test....i'm screwed

It's been a rough month

October has been a really rough month for me, I can't wait till november so i can start fresh and positive and i don't know what else to say. I've made some mistakes and i'm just ready to start fresh.

I'm watching figure skating on tv...very exciting I know right? I actually have some reading to do for sociology and some um art i need to revise a tree picture and make it spooky in celebration of halloween.

I want to go down a hole and die

I want to go down some large hole and die....

Things are looking up

Although the guy i met saturday never called me back i think i'll live. Disapointing (sp) yes... depressing ehh... anywho i have that meeting with my boss tomorrow and yeah um i know what it's gonna be about and i'm cool with it. The other rink manager and I are on good terms now. My news story went well, watch channel 5 at 3 pm this friday. I'm really hungry right now, that sucks.

Yeah...so that's life for me ha ha.

Ugh

My meeting with my boss is tomorrow, i am freakin' nervous.

I have a head ache...i've been studying all night...working towards my midterm.

I can't sleep

It's like 2:15 am on a monday .... yeah I can't sleep at all, i'm like hyper. I thought i was tired but then i dunno. Anyways I had another crazy night, um i can't really say much but it was crazy. Well i better try to get some sleep

Let me explain...

I was on the news website site and they wanted people to e-mail in about odd jobs. I have an odd job so i e-mailed them thinking it would be fun and didn't think that they would actually get back to me. They did. So I asked my boss Mr.P ( that's what we're gonna call him) if we could do it ..they ( Mr.P and that bitch who works there during the day Ms. K ) basically told me i'd freak out and crash and that i'm not good enough plus they'd have to go through the PR office at the big "A "( my school) and it sounded like neither wanted to do that. Then they got pissed because i didn't ask if i could e-mail the news. I wasn't aware I was suppose to ask them something like that, no one told me. I apologized and said i'd call the guy back at the news and say no So i told the news we couldn't do it but if they really wanted to they could contact the big "A" PR office and see if they wanted to do it. I couldn't guarentee anything. So the news called the PR office and they thought it was an awesome thing and they'd like to have the news come in. So we're filming wednesday.

So then i got an e-mail from my boss cuz hes super pissed at me and I have to have a meeting with him. I was freaking out all Thursday night ( even at the bar for a while) thinking he was gonna fire me and that would have been bad. But now that i think of it he'd probably want to meet sooner if he wanted to fire me plus he wouldn't have e-mailed me about the scheduling meeting if he was gonna fire me. I'm just super scared. I had no intention of upsetting anyone and I feel awful about this whole situation.

In other other news I had a wild thursday night it involved some....um...err... fun...that's all I will say.

I went home last night got the best night of sleep i have had in a long time, it felt good, Fall break is next week but my parents will be out of town so i can't really go home . Well i could because my bro and his gf will be there but i can't stand them when they're together, so i'll be at school working and stuff.

sad day

I just wish none of this would happen and that things were back to normal.
I wish i could run and hide somewhere and not come out.

Ok woah that go out of hand

That drama i had was awful, so effing distracting..it got way out of hand. Oh well we learn from our mistakes.

I have a cold, i havent done spanish at all this week, excpet for what was due monday. that's bad of me. I'm so going to focus on homework this weekend assuming i don't party too much. I gotta stop partying it's not good. Way not good.

I had a good day

Despite making a complete ass of myself last night i had a good day today. I mean it did start off with a hang over, but i got some homework done and yeah it was pretty cool. I went to jimmy johns, hung out with morgan for a while and yeah . I'm bored now I could finish my art but I don't want to.

Why am i so lame??

I'm having a "annika pity party " right now...you seriously do not have to pity me it's so not worth it. ha ha.

Had for the most part a fun night last night and then it got crappy at the bar. Anywho yeah that's all i got.

My room is a disaster lol.

Good tuesday until...

My tuesday was fantastic: I went to art class and started a good drawing, participated in class discussion, and went to dance and had lots of fun.

So this is where it got bad.

ok so i usually get to the rink early before skating cuz i like to clear my head before i skate and strech and just chill get in the zone its a mental thing and sometimes i just come right from class and whatever. Sometimes I go into the rink office where my boss "P" is and the week day supervisor "K" are to avoid this really annoying kid and her mom.

So K is the athletic facilities manager for the ice arena and simelby. She's not my boss but is considered a superior.

So i went to the office today and i asked if i could hide from annoying people... She snaps at me and starts yelling at me. Basically she said : I don't care if they're annoying then why do you get here so early"

I reply " it's a mental thing plus i just came from class." and then

She's yells back " I dont care...!"

then I was like ( as politely as possible ) well if you don't want me here i can leave ...would you like me to leave?
She yells back " No i'm leaving" and continues to yell at me as i ask "P" ( my boss) if he would like to me to leave. He said he had to leave so i said , ok i'll leave then. she continues to yell at me as i walk out.

First of all i think it was highly unprofessional of her to yell at me. Second, what did I do to piss her off so badly? third: she could have just said " look we're really busy could you come by some other time and leave right now? " I am not five years old and i shouldn't be treated that way. I'm really upset with this lady.

I am so mad because that was so unprofessional and i think i deserve an apology

In other news i have a sociology test tomorrow, i'm really not ready for it but i'm working on it.