I withdrew from spanish

I withdrew from spanish...yeah thats about all i got.

Plus im pissed at a friend for not being upfront with me about somthing.

also we're going ice skating on friday :) yay!

I should have seen it coming...

When will this stupid drama end! I just want it to end. I feel bad about myself because of it and I feel stupid and immature about it. I should have seen it coming from the moment I encountered some things/people/places/situations or whatever. I should have seen it coming, how stupid am I? I mean it was just bound to happen and I had to be a stupid girl and let my "emotions" get in the way.

I have started to work out in the gym, so I'm gonna do that two days a week ( on the days I don't skate). It's mostly going to be cardio stuff and abdominal stuff, just so I can start to lose some weight. I went to work out today and it made me feel better about myself. Also working last night did too, I was in a good mood at work and i told myself positive uplifting things when I drove the zamboni. I was like " Annika you're awesome and what other girls at school can drive a zam? none..that i could think of." Anyways I'm also listening to some Quietdrive and it's making me feel better.

I get to work tonight I'm excited my boss and I are cool with each other since our falling out last week, he didn't want to edge rink B last night so we got to go home earlier and i was like, " you're my buddy!" jokingly of course and he laughed.

Woah I've lost my appetite!

Yeah i think its because i was sick yesterday with sorta food poisoning but today I hardly touched breakfast, because it was really gross and i have hardly touched my lunch. Maybe I'm still sick. Or maybe I'm just that upset about the weekend, I don't feel that upset right now i mean when I think about it i get upset and mad at myself not mad at another person about what happened. But wow, I just don't feel like eating. Thats not like me at all, i love to eat and i get hungry all the time. I don't know what it is but I need to snap out of it and do something! I have a job fair to go to tomorrow for crying out loud.

In other news I worked this morning it was fun I'm actually kinda tired but thats ok, i'll survive.

I went to a party ...it didnt go well

Yeah it was not cool at all. Yeah I would the story but I don't know who reads this so I suggest you just ask me for the story in person or via e-mail.

Im feeling better i think, by talking to people it's helping alot

Im so stupid

Yeah it[s 6 am and i havent slept...so basically yeah. rejection sucks its a bitch..... thats all i gotta say.

Work...

So this is my first time working since tuesday when I had that falling out with my boss. it's going well, I'm getting homework done which is a good thing. Yeah I should get back to my homework. Im going a party tonight I'm super excited. But I shouldn't be because I don't wanna expect something to happen and then it doesn't happen and then be disappointed. I just wanted to get that out there.


So my new favorite song is :

Solo quédate en Silencio by R.B.D ( yeah they're from my new favorite telenovela Rebelde) I should really translate it when I have the time.

My classes are going ok this semester. Spanish is incredibly hard and i just want to curl up in the fetal position whenever I am in that class. Persuasion is decent, i need to devote more time to it, bus and prof writing is boring, and theatre class is cool.

I saw school play last week, I thought it was ok not great but not bad. some of the acting kinda bothered me , but what do I know about good acting, i can't act. In other news i partied on saturday managed not to be a dumbass and call anyone ...its a smart thing just not to use your phone when partying. Unless your contacting someone to go to another party. My poor roommate got ditched by all her friends i feel bad for her. Yeah i really don't have anything going on in my life.

Oh yeah boys are a big distraction...i haven't had that distraction for like 2 years now because I haven't found any cute ones, anyways i thought i would get it out there tell it like it is, they are distracting. Bad for when you're trying to focus on school. But then again it's a natural thing to be attracted to someone so i guess I have to suck it up and take it like a man.

Yeah that's life ....

skating is going ok, could be better but it could he a heck of a lot worse. I'm managing to jump a little and lift my whale sized body off the ice ha ha.

Im in a good mood

Yeah I am in a good mood! I guess i just had fun with my friends last night. Oh yeah alex that was a good phone call on friday very amusing.

I have a band aid on my finger so its really hard to type. So I'm not gonna really type much here. Yeah I'm good. I promise i will write more when my finger has healed.

I have a really good reason to be upset

So i had problems finding a roommate for this year and i didn't want to have to go through the housing lottery again like i did last year. I asked a friend if i could live with her and she said she was sure i could but told me to remind her. I sent her facebook message and she didn't get back to me finally i sent her another and i learn that she got someone else to live with them. I am so angry right now. I don't know what to do ...i just don't. I feel so left out and i feel like no one wants to be my friend. All my other friends are living with each other. So im fucked....

I just want to cur up in the fetal position and cry

Things are looking up

yeah after the whole Nicaragua thing Im finally starting to find time for other homework and i can now focus on that. I wiped out on my way back from spanish today i'm kinda sore from that.

Google search - rebelde

only the best telenovela out there omg its like super addicting