No one answers their phone....

Yeah no one answers their phone.

I worked out this morning and i guess I'm going to go work out again tonight with two other friends. I hate tuesdays, i am absolutely dreading tomorrow. I'm freezing too. Anywho i wish i had something exciting to write about. I'm watching family guy. Not that excited trust me.

Workin' at the rink

I'm working at the rink, it's not to busy so its a good day to be tired. It's homecoming today, so my friends and I are going to hangout! I'm excited for that. My week didn't go very well, I shouldn't have skipped spanish it would have benefited me to go, so I'm getting together with a friend or two on sunday to go over what i missed and what is due on monday. I was suppose to go to this thing downtown at some night club last night with my roommate but she sorta bailed on me. I was bummed, then my friends said I could go to Shout House with them, it's got dueling pianos, way fun, just google it and you'll learn more. I'm surprisingly not hung over, well maybe I am...I can't tell because I didn't sleep too well last night so that makes it hard to tell hah.

Ok one more and im done

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Heres another for the heck of it

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Bad day!

I lost a dollar at the vending machine today ...i really wanted a twix bar. bastard machine.

A student at my school was shot and killed today, I didn't know him personally but I'm so sad for his family. I hope they can make it through this.


All the guys ganged up on me at the zam meeting and were total ass holes to me, my boss included. I'm really mad about it and can't sleep because of it.

I have shit going on from 8am -9pm tomorrow i think i'll be skipping a class....then most likely take a mental health day on wednesday.

More cowbell again...yeah i can't sleep

I was on that cowbell site

I found this :

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and i made this one:

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it sounds kinda good....



and this one

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I am so mad at myself

There are so many things i can find wrong with myself.

This will cheer me up a bit i hope...

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New puppy

My parents got a second puppy, she is Teddy's litter mate aka his sister. My parents named her tiger lilly aka lilly. Go to my Fb and see pictures. I can't wait to go home this weekend and play with them.

Still Sore

Went out and partied last night, totally had fun. Found a cute guy from school, but then found out he has a girlfriend. So that just wont fly with me, gotta find a new guy damn. I wasn't hung over today surprisingly i just nearly fell asleep in spanish. i worked out this morning um then i skated this afternoon, that went pretty well could have been better. Anyways um I'm starving sore from a fall in skating. I'm suppose to meet with my CA and go over the housing agreement with my roomie, um yeah she isn't here i haven't seen her since last night. Um i'm super sore from working out every day this week, I'm wondering if i lost any weight though. Probably not.

In other news spanish is going well, so i everything else...i think.

Life sucks

8-11:10 Art
11:10-11:50 Lunch if the line isn't too long... today it was too long
11;50-1:20 sociology
1:30-3 Intro to dance

Then relax/ do homework 3-4
4-6:30 skating
6:30-now or 8 ish

i'm tired, i don't sleep when i'm at school and i pulled every muscle in dance today

anywho i appear to be watching ghost busters of some form. wait now im watching a prison show...

P.s i hate politics

p.s.s i suck at life

I did all this crap today and i still can't sleep

I got up at 10 ( maybe that's where the problem lies)
Worked out
ate a small lunch studied spanish
went to spanish
3:30-5 studied spansish
5:45 Spanish and sociology homework
8:45 BSed my Soc. time to relax
11:40 can't sleep..damn

I'm like hyper...damnit


I'm hungry too

And so the awkwardness continues!

Yeah so that whole situation yeah i'm getting over it. Enough said.

In other news it was my first day back at work yesterday it was good,i probably talked too much to my boss. He's cool though. I'm totally not wearing my tennishoes again i'll wear my work boots next time to work. Oh and there's a new driver he's super cute...but I have this policy that i don't date people i work with. Oh well.

Um I survived my first day of spanish, except realized i might not get to minor unless i spend another semester at the big A. Yeah they aren't offering a culture class for me to take next semester and so um i need to take a culture class to get that minor ...so i e-mailed the language department chair so maybe she could help me out. Sociology is going to be a hard intro class, the teacher doesn't talk loud enough that bothers me. Dance is gonna be fun. And art should be too.

Anywho, I am super hungry and my friend is suppose to call me soon.

Sorry it's been forever

Um, remember how I kept whining about how i felt my friends ( the auggie ones) were ignoring me well i wrote a note on FB, explaining how i was afraid to confront some people about how i felt. I named no names etc. Well i got a message from one of those people and she figured out it was about her. Here are the basics of the message.

1. She has been deliberately ignoring me all summer
2. She think's i'm annoying
3. She thinks I use my ADD as an excuse for my behavior and that i should be taking medication ( which i do)
4. She and my other friend think i'm an alcoholic.

Here's what I think.
1. That was mean to ignore me and that i should have confronted her instead of write the note ( i deleted that)
2. If i'm being annoying you gotta tell me so, so i can fix what i'm doing wrong
3. I am immature at times, but I have never used my learning disability as an excuse for it, i will catch my self some times and recognize when i'm being ADD but i never use it as an excuse
4. I may drink too much sometimes when confronted with alcohol but I am no alcoholic

Then

I got a message from my other friend explaining the whole alcohol thing. She basically gave me some advice and said people are talking about me at parties.

I replied and said hopefully i've mellowed out since tuning 21 ( i haven't hung out with anyone who really drinks all summer except for when i went to florida and went to a bar once) and that i'd take her advice. I also said if people are talking they should be talking to me not behind my back.

So i was pretty much in tears reading these messages ..wait sobbing yeah thats more like it. So i'm kinda mad at these people and they invited me to a party tonight. I'm not going to drink because now i know that this whole time they've been judging me and if I drink at the party they'll be judging me there. Also i haven't seen any of them all summer and I think it's just gonna be awkward. So i'm being negative now and saying I don't wanna go.

Did i mention that in the messages they didn't want to ruin the friendship by these notes?