When will this stupid drama end! I just want it to end. I feel bad about myself because of it and I feel stupid and immature about it. I should have seen it coming from the moment I encountered some things/people/places/situations or whatever. I should have seen it coming, how stupid am I? I mean it was just bound to happen and I had to be a stupid girl and let my "emotions" get in the way.
I have started to work out in the gym, so I'm gonna do that two days a week ( on the days I don't skate). It's mostly going to be cardio stuff and abdominal stuff, just so I can start to lose some weight. I went to work out today and it made me feel better about myself. Also working last night did too, I was in a good mood at work and i told myself positive uplifting things when I drove the zamboni. I was like " Annika you're awesome and what other girls at school can drive a zam? none..that i could think of." Anyways I'm also listening to some Quietdrive and it's making me feel better.
I get to work tonight I'm excited my boss and I are cool with each other since our falling out last week, he didn't want to edge rink B last night so we got to go home earlier and i was like, " you're my buddy!" jokingly of course and he laughed.
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