I leave in 5 days

Yep, thats right I leave in 5 days. Im really excited! I finished my first book and I wrote the paper for it today. I don't like how it turned out, but I really like the thesis. It's a strong thesis, but I'm not so sure how my evidence really supports it. For two of my points I think it does, for the third point it just sucks.

Im reading my second book, its called Sadino's Daughters It's about women in Nicaragua during the big struggle that happened there.

So i have class on wednesday I'm excited.

I'm writing my research proposal for the class. I'm not sure what to write about but i'll kind of make it up as I go. I mean i know what I want to research when I get there. I might just brainstorm a bunch of questions to ask people.

What i meant to say was

I meant to say I'm not free after the 4th ha ha i'll be out of the country. Doesn't it sound weird to say that phrase.." I'll be out of the country that week." For some reasons it seems odd for me to say that, it almost sounds snooty in some way.

The cable people were in our neighborhood replacing a phone line, the internet works tons better. I was wondering why it was so bad at my house compared to school.

in other news, I'm about half way through my first book. I'm a really slow reader, so it takes me a while to get through things.I started the second book, and apparently I'm suppose to read this ginormous ( I know its not a word, but I wanted to use it) packet which is like 3 inches thick by the time we leave.I suck this homework thing during break.

I got a 3.0 in science ( AMAZING I know) and Bus and prof speaking ( I'm really surprised considering i have bombed both the midterm and a final in that class. ) Just waiting to hear back on my other classes. I wonder how I did in Science Lab? I did get pretty much perfect scores( there were a few where i got 9/10 points) on all my lab reports and I went to all the classes even the day when i was puking 5 min before I was suppose to be there.

I wanna be a producer!

No not really I'm just listening to the song from the broadway hit. By the way Mamma Mia! the musical which is amazing by the way ...The trailer for the new movie is online now! Im so excited for it to come out.

Right, anyways I'm gonna brag for a moment. I got an iphone for christmas. That's it no more bragging. The annoying thing is the whole ring tone thing...There are only Certain songs avaliable on itunes. It's kinda lame. But it works.

Anyone up for anything? I'm free every day except the 27th after 3, the 29th and any time after the 4th.

I hate winter break already

yep... thats what i have to say. I have a butt load of work to do. It sucks.

working on my first day off!

Kinda unfair that I have to work on my first day of freedom, but its money. I started my first Nicaragua book, I think it's going to be interesting.

I did two resurfaces, really good I must say. I mean i missed a spot on rink B but I went back to get it it was all good. My boss is at the faculty/staff christmas party right now. So I'm all alone at the rink. Im passing the time by supposedly reading and listening to the Hairspray Soundtrack. I enjoy musicals. I can't wait for Mamma Mia! to come to the big screen this summer! I've seen it twice on Broadway it's like my favorite musical. I enjoy ABBA music it's catchy and jazzy. Yes I just used the word Jazzy.

I got my hair cut and I got my eyebrows waxed ( i know you wanted to know that). They look darn good.

Im frustrated

Im frustrated with people who I call my friends. I don't know who I'm directing this to, but I'm just getting it out of my system. So i've been trying to keep contact with people like calling them, face booking them, trying to hang out on weekends going to dinner/meals with them. These are just examples. I'm frustrated of always being on the end of trying to get in touch with people and not getting anything back from people.

It's really hurting my feelings and it makes me feel like they don't really wanna be friends anymore.So I'm fed up with it and I'm gonna say fuck it... if you don't communicate with me after i've been trying for ever then that's your problem obviously you don't value friendship. So screw you.

But there have also been those really nice people who have been real friends too.

In other news, in a more positive light I found some good family guy quotes.

"Damn you ice cream, come to my mouth! How dare you disobey me!"Stewie

"Yes, I could use an icecream. But no sprinkles. And for every sprinkle I find, I shall kill you"Stewie

" Woah! woah! woah! woah! woah! woah! woah! woah! woah! woah! Lois, this is not my batman glass" - Peter


I also learned a new skating move called a Bauer I mean i knew how to do them but they were hideous before, yeah its a gliding movement. It's so fun to do. I want to put one in my program. Im working my way towards a Spread Eagle it's all in the hip flexibility so i can do it on synchro when I'm old enough to be on the team next year.

I turn 21 in 5 months

I have a cold, did I mention that yet?

Anyways i have a final tomorrow, well its a test but i don't know the material very well. Now i'm watching the Incredibles on ABC family. Its a pretty good movie. Then tuesday I have business and professional speaking and Wednesday I have a spanish presentation on a famous spanish person.

I went to a skating competition with my friends krista today. Yes two Krista and an Annika. Alot of the programs were really boring to watch. Junior short was good. We didn't stay for the long program though. Intermediate was ok, our team got second. I was sad they didn't win because they looked really nice on the ice.


I should be doing some more reading but im not really feeling that great.

I got a new stuffed penguin from e-bay i named him Carl...i call him carlito for short. Yeah i'm pretty odd.

iphone or ipod....which should I choose between?

I have bad ADD

I have really bad ADD right now, I mean it's really really bad. How is that you ask? BAD yeah im suppose to be studying for a spanish test and be working on some com theory and probably my spanish presentation and bus and prof speaking.

I can't sleep

I had to be a dumb ass and eat before bed. Yep. I did indeed. Now I can't seem to relax or anything and go to sleep. Anyways yeah i'm gonna have a hard time getting up tomorrow morning.

Hmm what to titles this...

I have another one of those interviews for business and professional speaking this afternoon. It should be interesting. This time I'm pretending to interview for a famous cereal company located in the twin cities. Try and guess which one. Then i have to meet with my chemistry group tonight at 8 and discuss our project that is due on friday. That should be interesting. Let's hope the group is in a good mood. I'll be sure to do the reading before we meet so i don't piss off the other members of the group.

In other news, I have a spanish test on friday that i need to study for too. I just don't know what it's gonna be on yet. I also have to give a final presentation in spanish, which i think i'm doomed, because i'm really bad at spanish.

Got more information about Nicaragua today and my flight departure times etc.

I've gotten exceedingly lazy, and right now I just haven't wanted to skate much. Maybe my back will behave so i can work on double salchows again. I haven't done one of those in forever. next semester i will get my rear in gear and start working out a bit. Or so thats the hope right now.

Winter break is gonna suck..i have a butt load of reading and studying to do before I go on my trip.

Shattering glass...ooh scary

I was working 10-1 at the rink on friday night...yes 10pm to 1am. My boss was edging all of a sudden there was a large cracking sound and then i looked up to se that a panel of plexi-glass was shattered completely. Yeah this isn't a lie. Anyways we had to clean the glass up and then all that jazz. Keep in mind this was at 1am so my boss had to call his boss at 1am.

Im fucked for finals. FFoFINALS ( Fucked For Fuck I Never Actually Learned This Shit) Yep.

Anyways I am watching the first 48 on A&E.

He he i think the halls vapor action advertisement is cute. I saw a viagra add yesterday and they were singing " Viva viagra" it was stupid. But i suppose its appealing to men with disfunction in that area.


Grey's anatomy tonight is really good but really gross at the same time.

I think my eye sight is going bad.


My advisor i meet with weekly thinks im depressed. I dont think so.

bite me

Im in a bad mood!

Im in a bad mood...i'm going to be honest. Im also pissed off with the people i seem to call my friends. Not ncessarily the people who read this blog but the people at school. They're ass holes. Im so sick of them ignoring me at meals then not inviting me to do something with them during the weekend and then posting pictures up for everyone to see. Im sick of their crap. screw friendship.

My brother is sick...

that means i will most likely get sick...That sucks. ....he doesn't wash his hands.

the new edition of safari underlines in red the words it thinks are misspelled.

its snowing.

I might get an iphone for christmas.

I have homework to do.